Ok seriously these so called friends are not really friends (This post is not written for anyones input so if you comment keep in mind I dont give a fuck what you think). I was at my friends birthday party last night. He's older than I am well a lot older you could say. He works with my old man who was there too and my friend said something I would ( Read more... )

Someone once told me that I am much happier when I am with someone. Well when I have a girlfriend. I really dont think thats it. I am most happy when I have someone there that I can hold and just generally be with. But the person I want to be with I really cant we both dont have time for each other and my past keeps coming up to bite me in the ass ( Read more... )

As of late I have been happy. I'm normally the type of person who just stays home and leaves everyone alone but my friends have been pretty awesome as of late as far as judging me and stuff. I really wish I wouldnt do some things sometimes but I really cant help it. Its like last night I was hanging out with the wrong crowd and I have to stop that ( Read more... )

Ok so as most of you know yes Victoria and I are cool once again. But its different now its really weird I feel more comfortable around her and I dont feel the need to win her over. I realize that I cant be with her but at the same time its like I get to have all the benefits without crossing the line or worrying about bickering over dumb stuff. So ( Read more... )

I dont know why I care so much its so hard to let things go. I just want to be able to forget things but its like it wont get out of my head and it really sucks. This is why I disappear when things get bad and I think I need to do the same but I want to be able to chill with my friends again so I think I'll just stay and leave if the situation gets ( Read more... )

Well I guess what I said before I am not going to do.... Like a dumbass I called my friend to chill because I really hate being alone.... But one thing for sure I am not going to ask about their relationships that way theres nothing they can really lie to me about.... I think this is the only way I wont get hurt or mad for that matter.... Anyways ( Read more... )

You have got to be kidding me.... I seriously dont get people that I have known for years and its like there someone I never knew someone I dont want to know.... I try to be this good friend, someone who looks out for his friends and I get walked all over.... This fucking sucks.... I love my friends so much and I help them as much as I can and yet ( Read more... )

Lol so much shit going on.... Things are starting to annoy me and I'm about to just let everyone have it... Im so sick of the way people act and all I do is be me the sweet nice person that I am.... And yet they still walk all over me.... This is going to turn out like before where I say fuck everyone and I stay to myself.... This is not what I ( Read more... )