this is something that i just got done writing to my ex... enjoy ( Read more... )

I stand alone on a pillar of pain. with every passing moment i feel the worlds pain and can't stand to bear another moment... but i must... for if i let this pillar crumble then the world below will feel the pain that i have felt... but in a way this is what i want... i want them to see the world as i have from so far above... i want them to feel ( Read more... )

Why is it that people think that it’s ok to use me for what ever reason that they want. Why did I let this happen? I thought that there was something there and that I might be able to grow with this person, at least until she left, but she just fucked me and left ( Read more... )

EMPTY

my wallet
my gas tank
my bank account
my mind
my patience
my energy
my love
my hate
my soul
my hopper
my CO2 can
my drive for work
my sanity
my cats food bowl
my cats water bowl
my ambition

but i’m the
HEART break kid… so I need these in order to keep what I have…

later

In a world of dark and grey there is no light not even a stray… for one to dwell on this plain there is none to blame ( Read more... )

Ahh... there's nothing like getting home and being showered with love... i get in the door and my cats are all over me... showing me that they're happy to see me... i get to my room and it's clean... (was i forgetting thigns again?) and there there's a note on my bed with my all time favoret candy on the bed... (thank you baybe) and i get to take a ( Read more... )

Wow... the subject really describes it all... I really don't know where to start on this matter... lets see... I think I’m going to start where it all began ( Read more... )

hello again my little world... first and for most i would like to say that i looooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my baby!!! (kiara)..... she so cool and sweet and funny and sexy and and and and... -) well just wanted to let the whole world that my mind is only thinking of one person!!!

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(note the sarcasm)

Hello my little world... man I haven't updated this thing in awhile... well lets see... my brain if full of stuff and I don't really know were to start... humm ( Read more... )

Hello world!!! Life is starting to look up again... let’s see when was the last time I spoke to my LJ... I think it was about 2 weeks ago... lets see... humm... well a lot has happened since then... first off I’m not really talking to Cary any more... she didn't know what she wanted and my last relationship changed me to not stick around for people ( Read more... )