With softball comes relaxation and yet somehow, productivity. I think it's because I don't have as much free time. More responsibility-even for a couple hours-helps me get work done. It's only the second day and I can feel myself getting back into the groove of homework. As much as I'm going to miss hanging out with Greg and other people on ( Read more... )

Oh, Diary, hatred consumes me. I have the desire to kill ( Read more... )

Finally ( Read more... )

I worry about what people think too much.

When you were mine,
you were kinda sorta my best friend.

.

Today I stayed home from school. It was nice. But I still need more sleep. This song makes me so fucking happy. I'm going to go take a nap

I was watching
with one eye on the other side
I had fifteen people telling me to move
I got moving on my mind
I found shelter
In some thoughts turning wheels around
I said 39 times that I love you
to the beauty I had ( Read more... )

Words to think about, and relate to:

security

protection

comfort

satisfaction

love

They are so flexible and personal. And?
+They mean so much to me right now.

Dear Diary,

I deserve to die.

Please put your hands around my neck and squeeze me until I'm cold and blue.

I am no better than anyone whom you would hate to tears. I am practically a Dave Vencis.

No matter who, what, when, where, whatever! I seem to destroy beautiful things, and not in the good way. I ruin, I hurt.

I am an asshole. With everything ( Read more... )

P.S. bleck!

Me: moody, always

Plus: freaky old pictures, because I love visuals

Also: give me a radio show. Anyone

I need to go to college, and leave Exeter, and Brentwood, and my house and my school and my family and my friends and get out of here
I hate new things, but I love change

( killzzkizzll )