No, I'm sorry, Sir. I was just feeling kind of, um, broken-hearted, I guess ( Read more... )

Yes, it's back. Every once in awhile I get this horrible feeling of regret and boredom. Like instead of doing whatever the fuck it is that I'm doing, I should be a kid instead ( Read more... )

Next year I won't be the president of my class. I was really, really looking forward to it. I love leadership and the sense of responsibility, especially because this year we were so successful. I had even begun planning. I'm going to be too depressed to even going to Student Council meetings. And it's not just that I lost-I had so much fun this ( Read more... )

                                                                     
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Tonight was very, very different ( Read more... )

I kind of want a mohawk. Thoughts?

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Looking at pictures of pregnant women really, really depresses me. I'm not sure how badly I want to follow through on this art project now. Now I feel very uncomfortable, itchy and tired.

I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said "there is nothing I can do for you you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while, and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. No, in fact, I'm sure of it.
Thank you, Stranger, for your ( Read more... )

I'm still angry but can't stay angry. I want to act it.

But I have others. One who is so romantic. ++++