bah! fuck gas!

I am exhausted and miserable, as usual ( Read more... )

Whenever I watch ANTM I like to put on heels and practice my walk.

I promise that someday I WILL be a supermodel.

You just watch and wait, my friends. You'll see.

Son of a bitch, I fucking hate high school! Why can't I be sicker ( Read more... )

It's true, I have fallen in love again.
With David Bowie's 1971 Hunky Dory album. Wonderful!

So, I have been working a whole lot. Also, missing out on sleep and being miserable due to poor health. I really need to take care of myself better. Hooray for drawing!

Ironically, the end of summer didn't give me any kind of closure with friends, goals, responsibilities, or emotions, but rather opened me up to new things and future plans. Tonight I feel slighty motivated, but mostly disappointed. I didn't do anything this summer. If I made a list of all of the things I didn't do which I wanted to, it'd probably ( Read more... )

I haven't danced in a long time. Please fix that.

Also,
fuck friends, fuck the scene, and fuck drama.
Fuck stress, fuck school, fuck summer.
Fuck first impressions and also, please fuck vanity.

I always feel like I'm missing out on something. Am I?

I don't really think that there's anything wrong with me, but for whatever reason I try to use that as an excuse. I feel disgusting, ugly, annoying, hopeless and most of all, pathetic. Things are going wrong and I feel like shit. I am losing contact. I lack motivation and stress myself out because of it, even though I have been keeping good ( Read more... )

( The Chili's Adventure: A Picture Diary )

I cut my hair super short! Come see me!

Greg and I had a date thing today, and it was icredibly fun and refreshing.
New things are so exciting.