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There's just too much going on in my world! NEWSFLASH! If you are unable to be around me, then don't. Just dont. There is so much unwanted drama. Too much. GA!

I am VINDICATED,
I am SELFISH,
I am WRONG,
I am Right, I swear I'm right, I swear I knew it all along.
And I am FLAWED, but
I am cleaning up so well.
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself, so clear.

why is it that i let him have this effect on me??? i mean, he's not even real anymore. i refuse to believe that he was only an idea or an illusion. you can't love what isnt real. but today i poured my heart out to someone who didn't listen and who i think, doesn't really even care. i think all that person really knew about me, was that someone who ( Read more... )

I am at such a loss for words. good words, words that explain how i'm feeling and what i'm thinking. its like i've let my life spin off into another dimention and now i'm attempting to regain control of it. spinning spinning spinning . . . out of control.

Hey there kiddies. I really dont know what to say. i'm fairly sure i do ( Read more... )

So life is about to get very hectic. i'm gonna be spending a lot of time with chester's house. wow, there's a lot thats going on, but nothing that really has enough worth to be written.

give me a call if you want the in depth story of my life . . .

AUGH!!!! my youth director is the stupidest person EVER. i resent the fact that his mother let him live, and breathe. at the same time. i'm in a very anti-youth state at the moment. but tonight we're talking about gossip and i think that i really want to be there for that. sort of. in a not so much kind of way. i'm a walking contradiction! its ( Read more... )

i just want to say for the record, that you can disregard most anything i did, or said in the last month or so. i completely lost touch with myself and its entirely possible that i had lost my mind. but now i'm back. and i'm okay. i think my mind just needed time to float about in space amoung the stars before having to deal with reality . . . .

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well, i dont remember updating . . . but then again i dont have much to update about . . . OOO! wonderful song . . . i wish i could post the song, but i cant so here are the lyrics

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