( 9/21/05 )

soooo today is july 29th.

My bill for school is due today.

I still have no financial aid :)

lovely!!!!!!!!!

i dont really update anymore. probably because i know noone reads this. but i feel like stating what is happening in my life right now. today is saturday and next wensday may 18th ill be officially done with my first year of school. I dont know why but i was expecting a completely different outcome of my school year. alot of things are different ( Read more... )

i dont like school anymore. i just want to be at home. with my friends.

im trying to avoid everything right now.

Vacation starts in 9 1/2 hours for me. after work. home for ever..ok well just 9 days but its still amazing.

i fucking hate life right now so much ( Read more... )

I really need to stop smoking. My lungs kind of hurt a lot. So I am DONE! I just dropped my English class and I don't feel right about it. Probably because I've never dropped a class in my life and it's freaking me out because I couldn't drop it and it says I withdrawed from it. Whatever, that class was impossible and I don't have the time to get ( Read more... )

I just want to go home....but i dont because home is no better. I dont know what i want and maybe im just asking for too much. i dont understand what the fuck is wrong with me and everytime i go somewhere else i still feel the same. i just want may to come and school to be done with ( Read more... )

I feel like im always fighting with people. I dont understand why but it really bothers me. its always over stupid shit and i cant help the way i am. maybe i have a problem? i dont know i dont understand why everyone always gets upset with me. and then this happens and i just want to be by myslef for ever so i dont make anyones lives miserable. I ( Read more... )