Warning!First I would just like to let you know, I'm not writing this because I'm horny or because I'm one of those people who wants to just get off or get you off nor am I doing this because I'm a freak *smile*(although I would hope I would put some thoughts in your head) These are things I am thinking and want to see come to past. They are things ( Read more... )

Anyone can say they love someone, but only few can really mean it. Don't torture yourself in love, love is not torture it's peace of mind. I want peace of mind. I understand the little spats and moments of silence but not the emptiness and raging tears it brings. blah, but what do i know anyway i don't know what the thing is, i've never been in ( Read more... )

well, progress reports, not what i was working for but I am an honor roll student again. Its nice to know that i can still do the work at least i guess. I just don't feel the enthusiasm for it because I really wanted to do better. Plus my emotional state righ now is wreaking havoc on me. I'm not depressed but i'm very sad a lot lately.To be honest ( Read more... )

When do you know that you have lost your way? How are you to find yourself again. One thing for sure if your the one that got you lost what makes you think you won't make it worst if you keep going into everything as you have been that made you lost in the first place. Try thinking of it in the sense that you need others as your guiding light who ( Read more... )

This kind of stems from yesterday but I wanted to do this so the whole thing turned out to be red and black just to match the outfit I'm wearing today, even the little dog I'm carrying matches my outfit. ^_^. Anyway that was not the reason I was writing today. Rather I came to redefine something as I am in the mood to redefine everything. People ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here jamming to Jay-z trying to avoid things. I have not felt lost in a long time but I feel it now. I know if I had just stayed on the path I had laid out for myself things would be ok. But, I decided to take a detour. So now I have to deal with the little bumps on the road. I have become emotionally stirred again. At this point music ( Read more... )

"You were sweet as chocolate
Yet as soft as cream.
Maybe I could hold you
but only in my dreams.
Of things I imagine
when I'm looking in your eyes
Only I could think of
and you'd be none the wise.
I've seen a place
that seems so far away
but I hope to reach you
soon one day."

- Full Moon Life Story

Everyone, its been so long ::tear::. I haven't really made time for this or focused on it to much but I thought it would be nice to update it now. So much has happened since last time. People are changing in life, a friend once told me "see change isn't such a bad thing" I am still not sure of that fact. I haven't decided yet if this change is ( Read more... )

Ok, so I haven't been updating my journal as of recent. I haven't had much time to. My free time is spent thinking about someone and if I'm not thinking about them I'm with them. So you'll have to excuse me if time just does not permit me to make an entry. Now here is our question for today class, how do you define love. I'll admit I've loved a lot ( Read more... )

updating is not my friend...she's eating my chicken! i love chicken...but it's my chicken! i love ur chicken...but I love it too and I want to eat my chicken! ur chicken gone bye bye! say bye bye...nuh uh, my chicken!::snatch:: mmmmmmm.chicken good