to a new year that is.  I've been making changes in my life that really needed to be made. I finally told C to take a hike and to lose my number in the process. I don't need his "flattery" when I know it's just BS. Haven't heard from him since so that is a good thing. Why do we try to bullshit other people? Is it to make ourself feel better, hoping ( Read more... )

  So I find myself in one of my moods again. I really hate this time of year. I am really getting to the point where I am tired of being alone. I don't want a serious thing but I want something. I've been hanging with this guy B for the past month. It's been great. Both of us agree to the whole NSA thing. It's just really nice to have someone there ( Read more... )

How I find myself in the situations that I do ( Read more... )

 Well, court turned to be fairly straight forward and simple. He backed off the custody issue and I got the restrictions I wanted. Our lawyers hashed it out. We didn't even go in front of the judge. I should get the paperwork next week. K did try to get J's last name changed to his but J told both lawyers he doesn't want to change his name so it ( Read more... )

 My life has been so freaking hectic lately. I've been working two jobs trying to get caught up on bills and to get my lawyer paid. It's a constant fucking struggle and some days all I want to do is lay in bed with the covers over me and cry but I don't. I get up and put one foot in front of the other and tell myself that at some point it has to ( Read more... )

Half the time I forget I even have this blog lol. My life has calmed down considerably in the last couple of months ( Read more... )

  So I had a very interesting and upsetting mothers day. My son J decided to do something very stupid, very freaking stupid ( Read more... )

So, I told K that I'm tired of the games and that I'm done with him and blah blah blah. This was Friday. He had the girlfriend around over the weekend so he left me alone. This morning though he shows up knocking on my door wanting to talk. That he doesn't want this blah blah blah. I wouldn't answer the door though. He keep txting and calling (i ( Read more... )

I don't understand why the hell it's upsetting me so freaking bad. I barely know the guy. What I do know I like(d). I saw him last nite and it was just so weird being around him. He made a couple of comments that rubbed me the wrong way and it pissed me off. Then later he txt my friend wandering if I was mad at him and that ticked me off. I called ( Read more... )

Sunday, April 5, 2009
Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)

It feels as if you must be on stage today, even if you wish you could work behind the scenes. Still, you know what you want and are willing to put in the time now to achieve your goals. It's important for you to find a pace that you can sustain or you'll get a lot accomplished at first, only to falter ( Read more... )