He just keeps on and on and on. I had thought with what I did that it would get rid of him. I mean, it worked in the past. But no, he just wants to keep feeding me BS. He wants to pretend that we are actually gonna get back together and live happily ever after! As  if that is ever gonna happen ( Read more... )

Usually by Sunday I have all my housework and stuff done so that gives me to much time to think. It's been a quiet day so that is a good thing. K started texting me last nite with his crap again. And once he realized that I wasn't going to play he quit, for a while anyway. He then started blank texting me which is his way of getting me to respond. ( Read more... )

    I found out that K lied to me yet again. Was I suprised? Not hardly. Just tired of it. So tired. I have allowed this to go on for way to long. And yes, I have to take the blame for my part in it. Now that the hurt and pain and the love is finally gone I can look at this situation with an open eye, not a blinded one. I finally see K for what he ( Read more... )

But I did tell him I was done discussing this particular issue. It's over and done with and really none of his business. I am so ready for the day that I can tell him to go to hell and mean it for good. If he has a problem with something that I chose to do for me then that his problem and I'm not going to allow him to make it mine. I made a choice ( Read more... )

So I'm new to livejournal but not really to blogging. I do have a myspace that I tend to blog on but there are things that I can't really go into on there due to people on my friends list ( Read more... )