Today was really hard. As I sat there, among many people I have loved during my adolescence, I felt like I would never be able to stop crying. And here I am, yet again, crying. I'm going to miss him so much. It's not as if we talked everyday, or even on a regular basis, but he is, and will always be, the best teacher I have ever had. When I say ( Read more... )

nothing. and everything ( Read more... )

i am so lucky. i have been drinking, i am not going to lie, but i am not drunk. i have just been thinking. i am so fucking lucky. i love my life. i love having people i care about. it just sucks because right now i am missing so many people. leah, matt, alan, and steve. those, plus amy and shannon, are the people i fucking live for. it makes me so ( Read more... )

Today is Thursday, August 17th. Tomorrow is the official move in date for our apartment. Ahhh I am so excited. I am completely broke. I thought I had some money but then I checked my bank account and it says -2.18 .... SWEET. I'll just have to bum money off the parents and use my credit card till I start working. Not so much the second one ( Read more... )

i get migraines so badly. i hate it ( Read more... )

your legs ( Read more... )

ahh headaches suck ( Read more... )

and talk to jesse lacey all night. that is all i want. that is it ( Read more... )

all i want to do is drive my car and never stop.
argh.

i am doing very well right now. less stressed. i am going to ucf next year and am going to be living with shannon in the same development as mary, jay, katy, milissa, and matt ( Read more... )