it stinks that the 2 people closest to me are far away. i've realized that i need to stop holding myself back. i found some old stuff and it made me remember things i've forgotten. that it is possible for me to let go. even if i never gave them away. i just wish i knew what i was so afraid of. because when i think about it.. i don't see why i am so ( Read more... )

in orlando is always so mesmerizing. i love it ( Read more... )

but not really though.

damnnnnnnnnnnnnn i don't know and it was so nice out today, so fucking beautiful i can't even believe it. hangovers suck.

i need to moveeeeeeeeeeeeee i feel like i'm stuck and i just want to seee everything. i need to get started.

i had a lot of fun tonight. tonight was one of the best nights i've had in awhile. i love life. i love the fact that such simple things can be so beautiful. like a song. i love the fact that even though there may be so much hate and bad in the world, we can see beauty if we really want to. and that it was right there all along. i love the fact that ( Read more... )

So, I have like 2 hours before I have to head to class. funny. I was all like- hey, I'm going to wake up early and study for my midterm because i didn't study all weekend. I worked both days all day, but knowing me.. I wouldn't have studied anyway. Because I SUCK. So yeh, I was all like- let me set my clock for like 7AM, which will really be like 6 ( Read more... )

i am in the library. i was changing my schedule for next semester. i am going to have class on just tuesdays and thursdays... till like 4:30, and then i have to have my engineering 2 lecture on friday because that is the only day they offer them so POoooooooo. but it's only from 10:30-11:20 so that's not bad ( Read more... )

some lyrics and shit. my tooth really hurts but i'm too lazy to go get some goddang motrin. ah ( Read more... )

or just darkness in general. yay for night ( Read more... )

I am really really bored and I do not want to go to my next class. But I have to. And I do not want to go to work today. But it's only for 4 hours. And I have to. And I don't want to write a paper on how a scene from Monster's Inc is a satire of American culture. Blah Blah Blah. Yeh, go knights... 42-0. WOOOH. But in other news, the Steelers won ( Read more... )