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Jobless
Wow,,,I havent written in this thing in over a year.. Thats quite some time. Not that anyone really reads this anymore. For the first time ever since I started working, at the age of 14, Ive been let go for a job. Souly due to the economy but still none the less..I feel so lost..I know I have to get a job and soon, And belive me Ive already begun ( Read more... ) -
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Im sick and tired of how things are going, and it doesnt seem like im the one who can change anything . I keep likeing people who arnt looking for commitment, which really sucks casue thats what I want right now but Im not able to change their minds. More so on that I really really like this chick, second one in like years, and lo and behold she ( Read more... ) -
Parents
So. My parents may or may not seperate. Mum's got another disease, too tired to recall the name off the top my head. Then there was some miscalculations in finances now it turns out there 37,000 in debt including the vehicle and morgage. Its ricks who seems done. He doesnt know if he wants to stay and try or go. I found this out this morning, ( Read more... ) -
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Im tired of falling in and out of love. Im tired of dateing guys whos may have more feelings for me then them, letting them down in a way and possibly makeing them feel like they arnt worth it. Im tired of the assholes, the liars, the ones who cant change no matter what ( Read more... ) -
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In men ive dated, not all just a select like..three and one outside. Ive noticed, they cant change. No offence to my male friends or female one who belive otherwise. In my own eyes, I wont hold hopes again that one will change. I get let down but the latest time was well..rather suspected. Slowly im getting past my feelings for him, which is ( Read more... ) -
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A small assumption lead me the wrong way. Due to lack of hearing if the SOG meeting was changed to someone elses home, I assumed it was cancled and made plans to go along to my fathers. Only to check my email last night and find the email stateing that it had moved to megans home. Next time, Im gunna ask before i take any other course of action. ( Read more... ) -
ARGHHH
I come to the conclusion that justins an asshole. *nods* you might remeber back in december/ january..my feelings for him. Well After ending our friendship in march after being ignored for two bloody months, I was ready to be done with him. Eight years of friendship gone bye bye, but with good reason. About...late april I got a text..from him ( Read more... ) -
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Looking back on past entrys, I dont always notice how good of friends I have. My example for this would have to be megan, Megan glorious wonderful megan who i dont always seem to realize what a careing friend she is to me, or to any of her friends side me. Megan im sorry, throughout everything, and harsh words we might have thrown at one another, ( Read more... ) -
Life
I hate periods. Seriously. I get all moody, little things can get me all worked up and I can cry so much easier that way..thank god it onlys lasts for a short time >< Augh ( Read more... ) -
Unwanted by all?
It seems stephanies life is getting back to its old boring self, its like grade 11 all over again. Nothing intresting happeneing in my life, no love life( Which thankfully i am able to handle). My days are spent working then sitting on my ass all night till 12 or 2 am. Great life Ive got going eh? so much excitement, Though lack of excitement is ( Read more... )