i am really in no mood to what happened today at school but it was not a good day. people crying and losing their tempers and love triangles. i was gone for two days for the love of life!!! two days! i take two days off, and all this shit somehow find a grand old way of happening because well, why wouldn't it? i just have the most rotten luck like ( Read more... )

Your Element Is Water


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i really hate it when my dad feels the urge to yell at me when i'm eating dinner, gives me the worst stomach ache. what i hate even more is once dinner is over and i've cleaned off the table and thrown everything in the sink, the entire mood seems to change automaticallly to something cheerful like nothing ever happened. and if i try to do anything ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of everything. i'm tired of people, i'm tired of people expecting me to be like their "mommy" and take care of eveything and fix everything. i'm sick of getting college information in the mail with their fancy price tags and they just sit in my room like wishful thinking. i'm tired of people expecting this fucking greatness out of me ( Read more... )

stayed home from school today, was up all night coughing my brains out, my ribs are fucking killing me. it was getting kind of scary at one point because i literally lost my breath for a few seconds, i was eventually able to breathe again though, didn't last very long, but it still freaks you out when it happens to you ( Read more... )

( Joni Mitchell~Big Yellow Taxi )

been thinking about a friend/exboyfriend of mine that i was talking to when i decided to ditch earth science. i felt like a phycologist ananlyzing a patient, and he always feels that way apparently since his brain practically has a file for everyone of his friends. makes sense that he wants to be a phycologist. but i really do not like having ( Read more... )

If it wearen't for me being this stubborn
censorship would mean more to me
than just a prayer for the fearful liar
and the dagger in my tongue
would only be bloody razors in my throat
i'm not going to apologize for not honoring
your request to be more delicate
inside every shrinking violet
is a screaming banshee slowly dieing
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oh my head is pounding and my uterus is on fire. i really wish i was a guy sometimes so that i don't get my period. i hate the first week of the month...unless i get it another time which will happen because my body sucks ( Read more... )

update on yesterday's entry. the ever so sweet but ever so in denial mom of person a came running to the school to defend her precious and threatened to sue the school for this, even though person a is clearly a sicko and at fault. i don't know...how does he always find a way to get his way. can someone tell me??? because i really do not get it at ( Read more... )