I haven't posted in a while, I always start a post and then forget about it and shut my computer down and never feel like re-typing it. I've got just over a day left in san francisco for 2005! For some reason I'm a bit sad...and I don't know why. Maybe it's just coming off a high, I had a cooking compentency just now, I had to make a grilled ( Read more... )

Paul and I were just sitting around watching Ming Tsi and I see something fall over by the window in the corner of my eye. We were looking around and then looked up above the bay window...part of the ceiling fell off, it fell off, it fell the fuck off! The building manager came up here and said it was fine, happens all the time, he'll patch it up ( Read more... )

You know, if there was one woman for me, it would be Luna. Now I know she's got Pat, but I'd fight him for her....if I was bi. We'd have a Halo contest, winner gets Luna. I'd lose of course, he always kicks my ass in Halo, but it's fun cuz I usually get tied with him and he kills me on the last shot. Something also came to me today. First the ( Read more... )

Things have gotten worse....I'm going to drink my Tazo Calm and then cry myself to sleep. I think tonight is one of those nights when I'd find someone, meru, katee, luna, paula, someone, and just ask for a hug....i need one badly, and a lap to cry on...shoulders can be boney. I want to go to a club when I come back home, i really need to party, ( Read more... )

For some reason, each day I feel the grip of depression getting tighter. I didn't go to GSA tonight...in fact I couldn't go, when I called the guy that led it he said he had a scuffle with the school and just decided to disband the group. What a bitch! I have trouble meeting other gay guys. Like tonight, I finally got to meet Shy, a guy I met ( Read more... )

here's a fun idea, pick a great movie you love and put your own friends and enemies as the lead characters ( Read more... )

lately i've felt like I've been the butt of everyone's jokes nearly. It's like every other joke is a gay joke...i guess I'm just an easy target. Last night Ema and I decked the hall with lights while listening to Rent and christmas music, then she cut a tree pattern out of some wrapping paper and put it over the elevator window, it's very cute. ( Read more... )

Christmas Bells - RENT ( Read more... )

I got paid friday, $810 and some pocket change. I was so happy because Thursday my cd player finally died, after years and years of use, it has gone away...I should throw it out...it's just sitting there, broken....I"m so weird. Saturday I went out and took Robbie to breakfast, then I went and bought an iPod Nano, I've put about half my music on ( Read more... )

I think I should start going to bed earlier and probably drink more water than I have been. I was just seeing shit floating around me, like lightning bugs, but there aren't any in the room for many reasons. I'm very tired, need a shower, and have errands to run this afternoon, oh fucking well. I hope walgreens have VCR tapes, I don't want to ( Read more... )