tears of pain or tears of joy?

[blondathart1786]

omg im so mixed up right now. I feel like crying but I have no idea why. My mom supposedly found out that skipped school yesterday. ("I know the whole skoop so stop lying to me!") whatever bitch. And so now Im not talking to her. And like I can just tell a lot of my "churchie" (as Jeff calls them) friends are talking about me or at least judging me

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[shesthebridge]

im not gonna lecture you. i feel really fat too. i want to die. i hate everything about my body and my looks and everything
god. everything is seriously sucking right now. i feel for you. you say wee all have ppl who are close to us but a lot of times i feel so alone. like right now. i understyand katy. life is a bitch.
than you die.

I love you hon

[blondathart1786]

omg you have no idea how great it feels just to hear you say you understand. I mean all week Ive just been dealing with mom stuff and school stuff and church stuff and I just hate everyone right now and I feel so alone in this world but now I feel like I have someone right there next to me for always. Ill always have you. And youll always have me. I love you hon and I hope at least your life gets better soon.