omg im so mixed up right now. I feel like crying but I have no idea why. My mom supposedly found out that skipped school yesterday. ("I know the whole skoop so stop lying to me!") whatever bitch. And so now Im not talking to her. And like I can just tell a lot of my "churchie" (as Jeff calls them) friends are talking about me or at least judging me ( Read more... )

sorry sorry sorry! I missed yesterday... ug I dunno what its been lately but Ive just felt really depressed like nothing can go right, and when something DOES go right, I find some way to mess it up! Like Im failing 3 of my 5 classes (well technically 4, cuz office assistant isnt a real class anyway) and I just feel so lonely cuz all my friends ( Read more... )

Ok I need to start writing on a daily basis again. I am starting to slack on that some. So yeah Sunday was shitty. I went to Sunday school and I wore this kinda (ok really) tight shirt and I was getting a lot of funny looks, but I wasnt sure if it was about the shirt or if there was a church rumor being spread about me (god my church sucks) and ( Read more... )

Ok what is it with spring and summer?? Everyone of my friends always hooks up, but Im left all alone... :( Andy just told me that he found a girl (and shes pretty!!). So I mean if ANDY can find a girl, then I can find a guy... surely!! I just need to learn to not make out with him BEFORE we go out. Mr Right where are you? ARG. I dunno I am really ( Read more... )

Today was a'right. not much else to say right now... details later... too tired

Hey yeah today was fun. I went to school and that was blah. Especially the fact that in first I hear all about Jeff, then in 3rd i hear all about Devon... ug love sucks. You know I still love you guys though! :) yeah then after school me and jeff went to devo's and they did music stuff on the comp and I worked on my hw, and then we went to Michael' ( Read more... )

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yeah so tonight after I had dinner, my brother came home so we chatted for awhile. then I watched friends for a bit, then i wanted online but my brother was on my comp, so I had to wait for him to get off, but while I was waiting mars called and was all "you feeling lonely?" and I was like "ummm sure?" So she stopped by with Nick and we talked ( Read more... )

Burgers... yum... cant wait. Devo, if youre reading this, BURGERS ARE GOOD!!! DONT YOU REMEMBER!! lol remember last tri when you were like "I want a burger" and me and Jeremy were like "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?!" lol great times... man Im so hungry.. well im gonna go at least get my bun ready... fooooooooooood. yummmmm. Man I need a life!! Devo, get ( Read more... )

Ok I dont mean like physical appearance, but MAN ITS SO FREAKIN HOT OUTSIDE!! yeah so this morning I had to get up at like friggin 8:00 for my orientation today, but it was alright, except Barry talks FOR A LONG TIME!! But meh, you take the good with the bad right? Yeah and Vanessa Beaver was at the counter and she kept mouthing to me "blah blah ( Read more... )