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***NEW JOURNAL***
i made a new journal about 2 monthes ago. i'm deleting this one - so if you want to keep reading... the new one is...
sheerdisaster -
with all the words i say... repeating over in my mind - some things you can't erase no matter how ha
So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled
When a female fires back
Suddenly big talker don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or twoThat for sure is ( Read more... ) -
when the silence broke today - i was torn between two evils.
ew... he hung up on ME first. how ugly. i'm deeply saddened ( Read more... ) -
*for you*
....Life is weird ( Read more... ) -
*YaY*
CoNgRaDuLaTiOnS oN mAkiNg ThE TeAm DiNa V!!!!!!! -
YoUr FaCe LiNgErS iN mY MiNd, LiKe ThE sMeLL of SkuNk On A HoT sUmMeR dAy - CaN'T yOu JuSt.. GO AWAY
WOO HOO....
Tommorrow is Taking Back Sunday & Autumn to Ashes...We're gonna have such a blast ( Read more... ) -
Holy Shit Brittany.... You're the old woman.. i'll be the old man - all i say is Yes... No Maybe So?
Whoa! Last nite was a blast ( Read more... ) -
you push and pull 'cause you know i'll stretch for you....
....and now i press my fists to pillows... wishing it was your teeth
...i want to show you how you hurt me and hopefully you see you have the power to destroy my will to live...as these waves break - there is thing's i'll miss, but right now i feel fake - with my whole life resting on your lips ( Read more... ) -
When all I want to do is scream... and all that comes out is a short gasp of pain...
So here I am. Back to the lonely part of my life. The part where I have all the time in the world to think. Yet, no comforting place to do it at. This is the part where I sit in a room I pretend is mine and cry myself to sleep. Where the walls begin to fall in on me as the first tear hits the pillow. Where I dwell over things I messed up and ( Read more... )