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all i have to say is:

los trios fabulosos.

probably spelled that wrong, noelle help me out babe.


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i am in a good mood today. kevin is sending me a picture of him with eyeliner on! that is like the hottest thing a guy can do. me and noelle think that the two hottest things are a guy wearing eyeliner, and a guy being a junkie. like hans! hahaha noelle... "ill smoke you up out of my bong!" hahaha.. im in a good mood. but ill write back tomorrow ( Read more... )

I don’t believe in faith, because if I did I would be smiling ( Read more... )

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i am so lucky to have kevin. i was raisded to believe that i was "less than human" by my mom. and kevin makes me feel like a whole new me. thank god that i am starting to snap out of this dazed, depressed, coma. hopefully some day, some day soon it will be totally gone. blood stain-free.

tom if you are so concerned about me "reading your shit" becasue you want nothing to do with me, then stop posting really fucking offensive things about me. i am mother fucking crazy and you KNOW it, if i ever, EVER, see anything about me written like that in your live journal again you will be so fucking sorry you won't believe it. i wouldn't " ( Read more... )

today i was at bergers office. he kind of sucks, he is a frumpy man who wears an ear piece head set, with a sweater, and slicked back hair. the lady i met with, sherryl, was really fucking nice. i was diagnosed bipolar today. i knew i was bipolar in the first place, my doctor told me, but it's official today. the good news is that i am not getting ( Read more... )

today i hung out with sam and erik. drug free! haha. i didn't take my medicine today, because i don't want to become dependent on it. i am actually feeling fine without the meds. but i don't think i should attempt going more than one day without it because it's amazing how fast my personality changes and i honestly can't control it. i will try and ( Read more... )

self mutilation- harming yourself by cutting or burning to relieve unwanted pain. self mutilation is a way of releasing anger or devastation in a manner harming no one else but yourself. self mutilation is usually acted on by people who are walked all over and pushed around. those people let people walk all over them and instead of doing something ( Read more... )