i'm kind of thinking about killing myself.

Fuck you, buddy!

summer
So this summer has been pretty uneventful so far. I feel like kind of a loner to some extent. I don't really hang out with any of the people I used to. Maybe we've just all gone our separate ways. I hope not. I miss my friends. I'm kind of resenting the fact that we don't see eachother anymore or even make an effort to change that ( Read more... )

i realized today that high school is really over ( Read more... )

Today was a good day yet nothing unusual happened.
I woke up just feeling good without reason.
I just realized how much I had to be thankful for.
Today I realized that I am happy.
I feel kind of euphoric.

As cliche as it sounds, my life really sucks right now ( Read more... )

I know my life is hectic and I complain a lot for things that are my fault ( Read more... )

Well, to start this entry I'll just say I've been kind of "blah" lately. This has been caused by:

Too much drama.
Too much guy shit.
Too many mistakes.
Too many events.
Too many regrets.
Too many sleepless nights.
Too many contemplative thoughts.
Too many things I should have said.
Too much that should have worked out.I don't feel like myself ( Read more... )

although i do not yet know where and with whom i will be spending my holiday; i still have my list of things i'm thankful for. my list rules:
1. the friends i still have who aren't dependent on drugs ( Read more... )

Whatever happened to the good ol' days of this....


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