you know what....you all should go fuck your stupid fucking selves cuz you're not fucking any better then that bum on the side of the road. same mentalitly but just more green in the pocket. i hate every single one of you fucks and i hope you all just fade away and appear on Mars, why dont you all go there and ruin that fucking planet and leave me ( Read more... )

Glad To See Old Faces Back Here Again.....

Well He's Been Gone Sense Tuesday And I Haven't Even Heard A Whisper From Him Yet. I'm Going Through This Fucking Cycle Again. I Can't Eat, I Stay Up All Night, I'm NEVER On Time For Work And At Night....Well Its Just Straight Up Lonely. I'm Not At My Worst Yet Though....But Its Still Badd. He Still Hasn' ( Read more... )

I Swear This Page Is A Damn Curse, Right Now I'm Going To Say We Got Into Another Fight And He Took Off, And Then Tomorrow Or Later On Tonight I'm Gonna Be Back On Here Saying That We're Fine And Everything Is Okay And Then It's Just Gonna Go Back n Fourth And Back n Fourth. Damn This Site!

Well, Everything Was Swtiched Back To Normal The Next Day. We Talked And We're Fine. But I've Been Having "This Feeling" Lately. Like That Feeling Where I Don't Wanna Be Held Back Anymore And Do My Own Damn Thing. But When I Crawled Into Bed Last Night And I Could Do Nothing But Hold Him And Love How His Back Is Always So Soft And His Own Smell He ( Read more... )

Guess Whos Pulling Dumb Shit?? Yepppp. He Sure Is. I Flipped Out On Him Yesterday Throwing Iced Coffee All Over Him And Pushing Him In Front Of Mad People Cuz He Was Being A Dick To Me On The Phone In Front Of His Friend....And Then I Had To Go To Work And Then He Left.....Anddd Didn't Come Home Last Night. No Fucking Goood. He's STILL Not Home. I ( Read more... )

Hey Ya Losersss!!! UPDATINGGG! I Thought I'd Write Ah Quick One Before I Head Off To Work! Well Lets See...Hmmm I Got My Ride Back. Paying The Shit Is Gonna Be NOO Problem. Payin The Bills..No Prob. I'm Back At The Gym. Worked My ASS Off Last Night. Self Discipline. Every Night Of The Week Imma Be There, Look Better Then Most Anyways, But I Need A ( Read more... )

Today Is A Great Day!! Why....Well At This Point In My Life I Shed This Skin And Feelin Brand New Again. I'm All DONE Wondering And Murdering Myself, It's Just A Set Up And I'm Not Doing It To Myself Anymore, Frankly Its Suicide. Today Is A New Day And I'm Feeling Better Then You...OBVIOUSLY. Its Just Starting....3 YEARS...Like This "New Love" Type ( Read more... )

 Well, I'm Back At The Rents House..Well Of Course With My Baby...Well See Heres The Story...We Were Just Gonna Stay Here For Like A Week (cuz we couldn't get any sleep cuz of our white trash neighbors) Until We Got To Move Into That Other Place On The First..Well Which Is Today. But Then My Poppa Asked If We Wanted To Stay Here For The Summer So ( Read more... )

I Think this is the right color for this occasion. I haven't been on this website in a million years. I think Broken Promises Are Always Kept defines the things I say to myself and others. Not so much as "Broken Promises" but just what I say is going to happen, doesn't. So for now on, I'm not telling my future plans in this unlucky journal of mine ( Read more... )

I haven't seen this sight in a while. Well nothing really has changed. Same shit just different pile. Still working 2 jobs..sweeet...NoT, but whatever brings in the money I'm down for the ride. Well, me , my sister and the girl that works for us is on the front page of the Merrimack News. Pretty Sweet. Hahahaha STILL trying to save up some money to ( Read more... )