good thing its been over a month since i last updated. and good thing this is gonna be a really pointless update. i AM alive.. well.. sorta. i'm still working on that.

ahh.. homecoming was so much fun! it was different from the past two years.. (considering i didn't go with the same people as usual) but it was still a blast! EEEEE!! can't wait to get pictures back.

lets get these teen hearts beating faster, faster.

ok. herbal tinctures are the worst invention in the world. they basically just combine a bunch of shitty tasting herbs into one even shittier tasting mixture. and i get to take it twice a day! i love life. seriously.. HMMMM!!!

i hate that i'm missing the one concert i was REALLY looking forward to because of my health. it's not because i couldn't find a ride or didn't have a ticket (i've had my ticket FOREVER) but its because i physically couldn't do it because i'm too god damn tired. it just sucks. and i'm so sick of it.

you know what i love? when you think a soda can is not open and you are really hot. you try and put the can up to your face to cool you off.. but you spill it all over yourself and your new bed set... SWEET.

lauren's in a bad mood again. suprise suprise.

it really gets to me when people that don't know me.. don't like me. its one thing if you know me and just don't like me. but it really kills me when people think i'm a bitch and haven't even had a conversation with me.

i passed my test and i'm legal driver. perfect score baby. what now bitches.

i hate being in a bad mood for no reason. it sucks. a lot.

i've come to the conclusion this is gonna be the longest school year EVER. i hate it. with great ebullience.