okay well today I ate 2cups of dry cheerios and a couple cups of coffe.i feel discusted with myself just with that in me.i don't want anything in me not even water.i think my goal weight should be coming really soon if I just don't eat anything.does anybody know how much weight I could lose in a week without eating?

I feel so good because I lost some weight! im starting to see more of my ribs and spine.i love it!! I feel amazing even though im not healthy at all.i can't wait to push my body into a small size.i don't even get hungry anymore.uhh I love this shit!

ok.well I've had about 600cals today.but im not that mad because I've been more active today then I usually am.but I won't be eating for the next few days.so that's good.this gross weight is going to come off!! that's a promise!!

I now weigh 135 lbs.so I lost 2 1/2 pounds.god I wish it would just melt off.i hate looking @ myself like this its gross and keeping me away from people I love.My BMI is 19.9. Is that bad?? uggghhh I feel gross.

Today I've had 890c..SICK!! I hate the feeling of having food in my stomach.I just don't want to go back to binging and purging but it happens everytime.i need to have more control.,i have 2 have control.thats it.mo more then 300c a day!!

ok so this is everything I had today:: 2 pancakes,cup of nuts,and a diet coke.im very mad at myself.because I ate way to much and just layed around.god,i fuckin hate food.i hope 2marrow goes better.

ok well yesterday was bad,cuz I had like 700c.eww.never again.so far today I had about 150c.which is all im gonna have today.and that's enough!! im really motivated to lose weight since I've been having support from everybody on LJ.so thank you.

ok.well I had about 150 more calories today.i went to subway.but that was it for today.as long as I don't eat 2marrow.ill be fine.

so far I've had 500 cals today!! eww.but yesterday I had 0 so I guess its okay.I had a scone at starbucks and a pack of Starburst.but that'll probley be it for the day.Ive been drinking about a gallon of lemon water daily to cleanse out my system.My goals are to be 120 lbs in 4weeks.and 110 by may.i have along time.and if I don't eat at all it'll ( Read more... )

Guess What?!? Im so happy,I didn't eat shit!! im doing the detox all the way,ha ha.i feel so good.i love it.im gonna be skinny in no time....Thank God!