I don't really expect you to read this, but if you do it might be a long night. haha

[blondegrl828]

I've grown up in a family of 6 and everyone in my family seems to walk out of my life. I’ve grown up to realize that I have to do everything for myself, and honestly I feel like shit that I am not doing the best things for myself. First, it was my father in the 4th or 5th grade that would live in different states each year to put a roof over our

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i'm glad for you

[moovalasvacas]

hey jackie. its tom.

I just wanted to let you know that i'm glad you can look on the bright side of things. If you ever need anything, i'll help if i can. Here's something that kinda agrees with what you said at the end of this entry.

Be who you are;
Say what you think.
Those who matter don’t mind;
Those who mind don’t matter.
-Dr. Seuss

Keep up the possitive attitude.

Re: i'm glad for you

[blondegrl828]

Thank you :]

[p0nyhuntergirl]

Good for you to look at the positives :)

Oy I did the thigh work last night.. thought I was gonna collapse.. I hope Danielle doesn't have us do it on Monday!!!

[blondegrl828]

haha yeah that thing is crazy! but we don't have dance on monday

[p0nyhuntergirl]

Oh good, then I can do it again this weekend.

I'm actually not sore, which is weird.. I did it for almost 4 minutes. I thought I'd be dying today.

Then again, I did 8 minutes of crunches and I'm not sore there either.

Hmmm.

[blondegrl828]

oooh nice, go emily! yeah i have a feeling i'm gonna forget the hip-hop dance...and then danielle will have fun killing me. *sigh* hahaha

Your Brilliant

[anonymous]

You are leagues ahead of so many people that are your age (and much older). You understand because you have been there and you love because you cannot do anything else. (Love does not always me like btw.) Being selfish is not a bad thing infact is the best thing right now. Know you and love you, believe in you and know that I will always believe in you.

You knowledge that you have right now and the things that you have experienced will help you in life FOREVER. These things teach us how we don't want to be, who we would like to aspire to and how hurt feels, so that we don't do it to others...among a ton of other things. You are so special and I think you know that. :-)

Do you think we could do dinner again sometime. I enjoyed chatting and it seems there is more to chat about now. You can ALWAYS call me anytime... -Me

Re: Your Brilliant

[anonymous]

and so i didn't proof read...I'm sure you can fill in my blanks and missing letters!!! Hahaha! love ya -me

Re: Your Brilliant

[blondegrl828]

haha! thanks Amy! i <3 u...and yes it'd be awesome to have dinner again, but then i'm paying! lol

Re: Your Brilliant

[anonymous]

You don't need to pay...save your money, you never know when your gonna need it, plus I would enjoy the company...might be a couple of weeks though, time is not something I have a lot of...but for you I'll find some.

PS-
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brillant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us, it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fears, our presence automatically liberates others."
-Nelson Mandela in his 1994 Inaugural Speech
Blessings...-me