oh shit

[blondezilla]

well i offically feel like shit today already. i had to break off my plans for kc's birthday....cuz rogers dad's memorial is this friday. we didnt know when the date would be. and i need to be with him during this time, but i still feel bad about the whole thing. i dont want her to think i didnt want her to go cuz i totally do! things will work out

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[kacealynzilla]

jess, i know this isnt anyone's fault. i know this and i dont blame anyone for it. im just...no one is gunna get this but i just needed to get gone. i wanted so badly to fucking forget what is goin on...so im just disappointed and lets face this...we wont get a chance to go for another month...ur gunna have to work for awhile and by then...lil late to celebrate my birthday...my birthday was fucked this year...probably the worst ive ever had and i just want to fucking run and hide where no one can find me. i just want it all to go away...and im like this and i just want a fucking outlet...i want to go and be the crazy dont give a fuck kc...and i cant even do that...not anymore. i just wish things would be better...and again...i am not mad or upset at u or roger or anyone. i just need to be gone.

[bitingmynails__]

:(( you and kc make me wanna cry...lemme tell ya!
kc might not have homicidal thoughts towards that guy but pffff its a nice anger release for myself..:D
i lub you jessie !!