reading through all this shit makes me cry ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU.
fuckfuckfuckfuckYOU.
fuck you.

Im terrified of what the future has in store for me. What if it has nothing? Id like to believe things will turn out the way Ive dreamt them to, but when I look ahead and try and picture myself in ten years, I see nothing. Nothing besides everything I already have, and a twenty-four year old version of the same girl I am now, looking more lost and ( Read more... )

Dear warner class of '05-
these past three years have been amazing! while we were at warner we learned what real friendships could be like. its a great place to grow and experience many things.. when we all first walked into warner we couldnt get over the fact that warner is huge! walking in circles trying to find the gym, or the tech room. In 7th ( Read more... )

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im staring over. things are going to get better i keep telling myself but i never start over..all i want so badly is to just leave and for so long now ive hidden my feelings so well but im so sick of playing hide and go seek with myslef ( Read more... )

okay so sorry its been a while since i last updated and i said i was going to update the next day but didnt :( whoops

anyways friday was same ole same ole stuff nothing special- trevor was at school!! heh that kids crazy! then came home packed and went online for a lil then we left for my cottage- so i guess you could say this weekend was pretty ( Read more... )

oh god this is so stressful and something isnt right here? i jsut feel like somethings missing im my life and i dont know where i can find it- wow. okay so that felt good to get that out- ill update more later or maybe tommorow but right now i think im going to bed i am very tierd. but today was wierd- that kind of explains it all. i guess ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh press is here no one has any idea how much i love that kid- but i dont know why hes here lol!! but im excited so if i signed off on u in aim im sorry didnt mean to but pres is most def more important than you!!!! <333333

okay a lot has happened so here you goooo-

well saturday night -omg- so much fun! went to aaron klismans bar and rachel my love you looked so beautiful!!! hehe and kels amy shay hayley and sara were there "its already 7:45 and ive got 7th grade boys looking at me" haha nice braggingg shaynna!!<33 lol it was like the funnest ever (even thou thats ( Read more... )