Life is perfect now..I wasn't sure things could be THIS good again. We had a really hard time but we got past it, and im so thankful for that. I really am the luckiest girl in the world.

Its not in me anymore...that fucking sparkle or whatever the hell it was ...its gone..its all fucking gone now.

my life is upside down and i don't like it.

it fucking hurts, it hurts so bad...I just want to feel something besides this.

How much longer can i do this..

Life sucks...alot

im so pissed right now ( Read more... )

• its almost my birthday...(3days)
• Things are going good still :)
• i have a headache
• im not starting school anymore in the fall....sucks.
• im bored

i always felt like..if i coudlnt even make a relationship work with someone i love then how could i ever make one work, it was my fault...

Tonight i had fun just being around him..
its been a while since someones made me smile like that,
as lame as that sounds lol...

For every end theres a new begining..right?

i hate nights like this..

whyyyyyyy............
whatever.

here we go..again..

hmm..my whole family including my grandma is going to the keys in an hour and coming back in the morning...but i couldnt go this year cause i had to watch sofia and cai li..
whatever..maybe its better i didnt go..