I got $160 stolen from my wallet, people are shitty.

I'm off probation.

I'm a drunk.

Wow, my life has changed is so many ways. I've experienced so many different things. I'm proud I got through this all on my own. It would have been nice to have someone there. It still makes me sad but I try not to think about anything. I've been pretty numb lately. Very numb ( Read more... )

I would give anything in the entire world to turn back time. To be 15 again and start fresh. Not to have problem number one. I would start senior year and never have fallen in love because a broken heart is the worst experience I have ever went through. I will never fully recuperate and I never want to feel like that again. I want to restart this ( Read more... )

"Every woman has the exact love life that she wants."

"If your heart is open, love will always find its way in."

The truth is, I say I want a boyfriend but really I push all the boys away and follow the "rules" so much that I locked my heart up once it was shattered and never opened it back up to a new real guy so that it could heal.

Happy Birthday AJB. I'm glad your happy.

A woman's heart is a ocean of secrets.

This is crazy. This is bizarre. I'm all grown up. I'm out on my own. Everything is so different. I am so different. What is becoming of me? This is so hard. I can't move on, still. I hate this.

I need a man, a real man. A grown up man, someone who will treat me right.

Today is officially Tuesday, so that means only 8 more days left in Lake Orion for me. I leave for houseboating this Sunday and come back the following Saturday, the 16th. Which also happens to be my tyedye techno dance party that I'm having that night. Interesting. Everyones more than welcome to come. BP will most definitly be going on. It's weird ( Read more... )

So much has gone on. Summer is almost over and it's killing me. I leave for state aug 20th but I'll be gone aug 10th-17th because I'm going houseboating. I can't wait but I'm sad because I'm gonna miss my friends so much. School is going to be so hard, I have class every day. No easy classes at all. Kelsey and I went to orientation, it was hot, ( Read more... )

I don't remember what it feels like to be happy anymore.