sitting here while I should be studying for my finals, I have finally come realize that I am not so stupid. while the tears begin to form, I realize that I cannot be perfect, but that perfection is merely a whim. I need to be more accepting more loving more caring. Maybe I am not doing the right thing at the moment. I dont think this is my ( Read more... )

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So this is my 100th post. wow who'd ever have guessed that I would get this far. Thanks for everyone listening to my rants and raves....greatly appreciated. okay well lately I have been rather melancholy. I have no idea as to why I am. I am starting to wonder if this is what I want in my life..if this is where I want to be. I feel like i ( Read more... )

so tonight we almost broke up in my eyes...we are both very stressed right now and I dont know but we have both been cranky. Well we talked and I told him exactly how I felt about our relationship. We casme to some conclusions and decided to basically put the relationship on hold. We also decided not to have sex for a while. I dont know how I ( Read more... )

So because of the nasty worm going around my desk top puter is done in at the moment..I bought a new laptop so I have a life still hahaha oh bad news though my original aim name littlee222 that I have had for years has been done in to so please im me at none other then blondnearby! thanks!

so I got bit today in the arm by a cat...dont know if it was mione or someone else's but it was a cat...recommendation never break up a cat fight with bare skin exsposed..ouchies happen.ahhh I am so tired..sleppy is good. I cant wait til school is out...I am so burnt out. jeepers creepers ( Read more... )

today was fun but exhausting...I had to be at work at 5:30 am to be on tv for work..kinda boring if I dont say..oh well.something else I can tell my grand kids about. also toady was my boyfriends birthday. I got him good. I am happy I made his day special. I love to see him smile... gosh i am so tired...sleep is good.yes very good. I cant ( Read more... )

ah! I am so tired...all I do is work. well I might be on television on monday morning that will be fun. ktla 5. anyway, I love working faire everyone is so kind. My boyfriend has a slight problem with me working there but oh well. Nothing will ever happen. ahh I am really stsarting to stress about school right now so if I dont update for a ( Read more... )

well I just wanted to wish you all a happy easter. ahh I am so tired I jusr worked a 13 hour shift with only one ten minute break!!!! exhausting. I have to say that i have the best boyfriend in the entire world. tonight after I got off work he knew I would be tired and cranky...and guess what! he had a beautiful easter basket for me with a ( Read more... )

ahhh..I feel so overwhelmed!!! I dont know..I have been having some weird emotions lately. I have been feeling lonely and I have no reason to.I have the most wonderful boyfriend who I see everyday and I have some great friends who stand by myside and always want to hang out. the thing is while I am feeling lonely...all I hav wanted to do lately ( Read more... )