"Sick Sad Little World ( Read more... )

what an eventful weekend. i started ren faire yesterday. I am getting paid to sit in an office and answer phones. nice kinda really busy but nice. I think my friend is lying to me about a certain issue but it will show through in the end. I am just disappointed. yeah so my dad walked in on my boyfriend and i getting frisky...it was funny. I ( Read more... )

Life ha been good lately. there has been some ups and downs but good. my mom came home today from taking care of my grandma. It was nice to see her. my boyfriend is the best guy in the entire world. He is so sweet. it is sick how well we get along. He is so adorable. anyway, His bithday is coming up and I am trying to come up with things to do ( Read more... )

so I added some people back...cause I want to do some friend's only posts so If i forgot to add you then leave me a message...love to all..*kisses

So I was speaking to my ex tonight. He always has to throw me for a loop. He asked me tonight to be his girlfriend and asked me to marry him soon cause he is joining the airforce and wants me to be there with him. I told him no. I have the most wonderful boyfriend and why would I screw it up for some pot smoking college graduate who CANT get a ( Read more... )

so things a bit better then stated earlier. first off I am completely drunk...second my baby is so wonderful to me. My surprise is manana and I am super excited. tonight was my steve's birthday extravaganza. thus resulting in Erica's drunkness. but who cares right? anywayu I think Ia m goingtotell him tomorrow.i dont know..shucks. I got hit ( Read more... )

I am sad today. I am sitting here and all I can think about is crying...I thought I was happy. I dont think so anymore. I am disappointed. why cant I smile today?

So I am sitting here thinking about my life and truly realizing for once how happy I am. I am happy for Pam and Darren and their wonderful news. That is so awesome! I really am proud of you both and envious somewhat of what you two have. I ahve been thinking about my new love life and have been shying from it I guess. For those of you who dont ( Read more... )

lately I have had this overwhelming fear that my boy was going to hurt me. i felt that maybe I had rushed my feelings and that we maybe had moved to quickly. I was scared that I had become so vulnerable so quickly, tears began to fall as i thought about this possiblity. Tonight he noticed something was astew. he asked I told and he said he too ( Read more... )