God. I'm so tired of everything right now, just want to get wasted and smoke. It's like my feet can't hold me up, and my back breaks. I need to relax ( Read more... )

I love my class. It doesn't feel like we're a class, it's more like. A big bunch of friends. and it's really nice, I feel safe with them. Me and Sofia have become close, and I really like it. She's a drama student, like me and we have a lot in common, even though or styles are completly different ( Read more... )

I wanna get drunk. Wasted. And fall asleep. And never wake up. People want me to go to Blitz today, and. I want to go, I'm just not sure my parents want me to. And it is expensive. I'm not really in the mood, but I know I'll regret later, when I'm left alone at home doing nothing, knowing my friends are having so much fun. I guess I have to talk ( Read more... )

Hey baby, can you bleed like me?

God. I was at Blitz, friday, and it was. Intresting. I was. Stupid and, weird. And a little bit drunk, and. Uh. But I diid meet a lot of nice people thought, that's what I like about Blitz, you can be Who ever you are, and get respected and .liked. for it. I feel liked there, people acktully care. Sort of. Haha. I want to go back, but it's no ( Read more... )

-You're not anorexic, are you? Laugh. -God, Liv, you deserve a chocolate once in a while. -Anorexic? What tha? Haha, alrihgt, I'll buy that chocolate, just so you'll get that bite, Robert. Guilt. Guilt. Guilt.
God I regret that, it's so stupid. I don't get why I even care. They see me eat, they know there's nothing wrong with me.

Well, tonight ( Read more... )

Don't drink alcohol if you're down. It sucks. Bleh. I'm tired and I regret going to that party. I want to go home to Kongsberg and cuddle up with my cat/dog and watch a movie with someone. I don't want to be here. Not right now, maybe I'll go home a little tomorrow before I'm going to Oslo. Sorry if I have any spelling errors or something, I've ( Read more... )

Pft. I'm tired of myself. I dissapoint myself, and I dissapoint everyone I care about. I'm sick of hiding everything inside of myself ( Read more... )

Everything is so, weird. I don't know where I belong, who I am. And I'm all confused. So tired of everything that's fake. Everything is so made up, like. A naked world, and they put on makeup on it to make it prettier. But it's not prettier. 'Cause they makeup falls off some places, and there are parts of the world with no makeup. And that is too ( Read more... )

I guess I have gotten new friends in my class, but they're not. Friends I've started to hang out with, yet. Linn Veronica and I talked a lot on the bus, but she's not like. Comming over to me in the breaks and that kind of stuff. I feel lonely, I have to admit.

I was home today, and it was so. Amazing. It was so wonderful hanging out with the ( Read more... )