HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUSTIN ( Read more... )

soo..go to sleep at 6:30..wake up at 9:45...

hes amazinggg and im a piece of shit....

tonight should be good tho,hopefully if everything goes as planned!

havent updated in a while, so i figured i would. things have been pretty good lately. ive been havin a great time! theres things i wish that didnt happen, but it did and theres nothing i can change about that. theres people in my life, that i miss but i also think that i might be better off with out them ( Read more... )

so today, was grand. nd tonight was the worst. me and mom had a looong talk which was nice but awful at the same time. theres wayyy too much drama to be going on, especially over summer ( Read more... )

i wish i was happy..

theres verry few times lately that im truly happy and having a good time. wish there were more.i wish i was happy everryy day like i used to be. =/

well all in all tonight..sucked! i kinda regret not going out because i think too much about everything ( Read more... )

so pretty much im pissed off right now and cant study so im gonna write in here. im sick of stupid bullshit. im sick of ppl tryin to tell me what i say to others and tryin to tell me or other ppl how much i talk to certain ppl when in reality they have no clue. they have no clue whats said and what goes on. its ridiculous and im sick of it. i dont ( Read more... )

soo ive decided that i absolutelllyyyy looooovee working out! its amazing. i cant believe what ive been missing the past couple months ive been hurt. it clears my head of everything and im not soo stressed.its fanttasttiicc. schools goin quite grand. one thingg i hatee is stupid boys who are all askin me to hang out..because im single..yeah im not ( Read more... )

so the days seem to get a least a little easier, as long as im not alone.. if im out with friends. things are good and i try really hard to keep my mind off of stuff. i think i might go work out in a little try to get out a bit. it'd be nice. im soo glad summers almost here, i cant wait. its gonnna be funn! so i guess i finally found out what a ( Read more... )

well todays been quite the eventful day... its gone from being amazing..to the worst thing ever...i just dont know anymore. i really hope everythin works outt good..cause i dont think im ready to let go yet. i cant stand the thought of not being with him and i cant stannd the thought of him with another girl. i just dont know anymore. im the most ( Read more... )