so im stressed and im tired of everything. i cant seem to do much right but o well, what can you do. i dont understand boys- i just dont and i prolly never will. i dont understand how you can be with someone for soo long and they still cant manage to tell you whats going thru there head. im all sorts of confused at the moment i have no idea whats ( Read more... )

soo i been making good use of this thing lately, it kinda helps me out. im in an awfull mood and i honestly couldnt tell you why. i mean certain ppl have made me think a lil bit more tonight and made me angry and right about now i feel like giving up is the easiest thing to do. im not goin to, because im gonna work at what i want.. but it seems ( Read more... )

so things are gonna start gettin a little hectic around here, since prom is this weekend, which im verrry excited aboutt! itll be crazy, but deff a grand timee!! schools almost over and i coudlnt be happier, its sucha burden on me cause i worry alot about my grades. and i kinda realized im finally growing up, i mean im gonna be 17 soon and im def ( Read more... )

Sooo im gettin readyy to leave for Ft. Meyers, which im not too happy about but it shouldnt be tooo bad! it'll be justt like old times- which i have no complaints about!!! =) Anyways, lately i've been realizing how much i truly miss certain people. I saw kevin and his mom today and i just started to realize how much i miss him and his mom. We used ( Read more... )

soo its sprringg breakkk!! i havent wrote in here in forever nd i kinda wish id write more in it. but anways spring break has beeen a blasstt so far, even tho im a lil sick- its been magnificent!! =) i couldnt ask for better friends to spend it with ( Read more... )

so todays been quite the successful day! =) woke up..chilled with colin..laid out..cleaned out the car..cleaned house..did hmwk. showered. im pretty pleased. its been a chill day nd thats def good def needed one to not think bout stuff too much! me n rach are bout to go shoppin which should be exciting! =) nd idk whats upp for the nighttt!

well tonights been a verrry stressful night. i care alot bout school nd my grades nd i jsu get soo stressed about it its insane. sometimes i wish i could jus be laid back nd not care at all. but when i am stressed..theres this one boy who somehow makes everything just fine. idk how he does it, but after i talk to him or see him or kiss him.. ( Read more... )

MY MATTHEWS COMING OVERRRR WHEWWWWWWWWW!

School starts tomorrow nd im kinda excited.but eh kinda dreading it! o' well! gotta go anyways. ndi have to finish up my final exam nd such..eek. Last night i went out nd i had a pretty good time. coulda been better, but its cool! Well i been thinkin alot nd i finally decided that im not afraid of being with colin. I'm not afraid to let anyone know ( Read more... )

Its almost time to go back to school nd im quitee excited!! heh. Hopefully i can make it thru the day! =/ im healing pretty nicely which is fantastic! all in all everythings been amazing!! im having fun! i love my friends!! =) nd my matthews home! yayyy!! also ilove my dear friend robby! tonight, amber nd paul nd cj came over, which was funn! nd me ( Read more... )