This whole Mad Cow thing is starting to piss me off, how I long for a cheeseburger right now. Fuck that, as soon as I can, Ima eat a fucking quadruple cheeseburger. 4 patties on a bun, watch me mothafuckers. Anyway, Im just talkin to Selena now, and this dude who thinks i should be a model, thats fucked up you know? I have no reason to be even ( Read more... )

slowly but surley im learning that life can turn its back on you as if you never existed. im tired of it, fuck all that i love(or loved) who have turned on me. my list includes ( Read more... )

my friend on yahoo(who kicks major anus by the way) says i post to much on the about my life journal, so she said i should use this one to kinda "even it out", blah blah blah. well whats new....hmm....got a new cd player for christmas, along with a shit load of gift certificts or however you call them thingys. i have to get tina a christmas gift/ ( Read more... )

went with alex to the dollar tree, bought some hawiian punch, and played a game on who could drink the most without laughing when someone else said something, most the time it was tinkle tinkle little star, and then something pretty gross which would make us laugh, i decided of a sudden death, to down everything without laughing any punch up, i got ( Read more... )

tina is a good person, shes a pretty kick ass girlfriend as well, but when it comes to dates....eh....shes not to good at it, wanted to go to the mall so i agreed cause i thought she had a plan, later on she explains that she never thinks of plans, i know this now, we did nothing for hours, it was the gaiest thing in the history of gay things, if i ( Read more... )

david still wants me, hes driving me crazy, and not in the good way,well fuck all this shit, im just gonna end my little skit with my newiest poem ( Read more... )

well...i actually did something nice to a fellow human being...call it lunacy...well, yeah it was a little crazy, her sis stole the first cd of mellon collie and the infinate sadness from smashing pumpkins, so since my mom bought me a new one after she broke my second one, i gave the first cd along with the case to her, that seemd to brighten her ( Read more... )

startin to get obsessed with my blood, and the blood of others, can you call it lunacy? you do, and ill take your blood next.....im goin a little crazy, threatend a teacher, but thats normall i suppose....only like a few days left, i need to talk to alex about going up there, im dyin to meet selena forever...so yeah, i dont know if she loves me ( Read more... )

depressed hella, talkin to selena, and she said something that just made me brake down completly, heres our convo:- Blue Skies Bring Tears - I'll wrap my wire around your heart, and you're mine says ( Read more... )

i tried selenas red cam thing, i think its kick ass, and so does men...hmmm..... not to sound strange, but ive been offerd more head from guys in the past two days man im serious, its strange. theres even a 37 year old that wants my dick, and wants to blow me, i told him id think about it but i know i wont, cause i aint gonna cheat on selena, she ( Read more... )