just cant stop man, im sorry.... it started in the morning, wanted to do something for my debate class, so i did a article on weed, first period, all i could think about was weed, second period, talked about my specilty, shwroom brownies and bongwater cotten candy, third period, saw a bong, ended up being a hella twiztid plastic tubey thingy, ( Read more... )

well, im officaly fucked now, my dream came true, and just like it said, everything would go good, then to shit. i made peace with alex...good. im gonna marry kristy....good, i actually beat double suit solitare, and i never beat that game before....good. brian cheated on selena, the selena that i was in love with...BAD! and tuesday is my day of ( Read more... )

IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT! i went to my shrink tuesday(i would have said something yesterday, but the fucking computer was being gay) and talked about me gettin emancipated and going to new mexico with bree, and if i didnt, i would commit suicide, and take any one with me who interferred, when the shrink mentiond my parents, i said anyone, and now then ( Read more... )

gemma said that she is falling for me, which means now theres three people i care about that feel the same(bree and kristy of course), well after a lil talk with kristy, i found out that she wants to have a kid, my kid of all people, and after some thought and a talk with my friend, i relized that it couldnt be that bad, so i do belive that i will ( Read more... )

a deep conversation and one too many pills later, i realized, that new york wouldnt work for me, but new mexico would fit better, with my "soulmate" bree. she feels my pain, and shes 19, so she wants to come up and take me away. the best thing, is that this can be legal, if i can get my parents to emancipate me, then i will invite her over, and she ( Read more... )

im tired of selena and her making me wait to see if shes going, and since i think she reads this, ill just say that ill give her a week, cause alex wants to go and i dont want to wait till im gone to get a answer ( Read more... )

some people think i look "fit" cause of my new pic on my profile. the lady from the uk described me as looking better "fit" then Jean Clude Van Damn, which is scary seeing how he works out while i get high, i was also called hot and sexy from another chick in ohio and one in auburn wa. but my real friend is tina, who said i looked high, it takes a ( Read more... )

went shopping today, got lots of black(which fucking rocks!!!!) but then my sis had to shop,and we were at mervins for 4 fucking hours! but got me some more dickies, some black osires, a black hat, and other stuff so thats cool. my meds blow, they make me un-hunry, i was at chilis today and i couldnt even finish a appitizer, me and selena are ( Read more... )

well, i just found out that makin your own chat isnt as easy as it looks. but oh well. i also founded out that are some quite intresting people in chats and stuff. so thats pretty much all i feel like sharing, later

so im in a chat(Goths~Losers~Punks~Freaks~Losers~Losers) on msn when this chick asks me out, so i said sure, if she lets me cut her, and she said sure, shes a goth, but shes in the uk. than she tells me you can go on online dates which sounds extreamly lazy, too lazy even for me. now she says she loves me, which is scary cause at the time i only ( Read more... )