i feel alot better than i did a few hours ago, but you all wouldnt know that cause i didnt tell you, i was barley up to writing in my lj but i didnt make it pulbic cause i dont need any scarsam right now, well i got to see freddy vs. jason, it was fucking incredibal! im gonna see that again, as for me and selena, there is no me and selena no more, ( Read more... )

well, im back, i was supposed to be there longer, but my mom wanted to watch this show (the resturant or something like that) on tv so we had to leave yesterday. im glad we left, cause it really blew there, i had to stay outside cause all the stuff there was for old people, so i just walked around talking to people, i felt like a asshole cause i ( Read more... )

i wont be here for a few days, im going to reno, which blows since i cant have any real fun untill im 21 or something like that so selena, i will miss you coming back from europe, but whatever, later people

this has been a bad month, and its only been 5 days, in these 5 days, i find out that my parents are thinking about getting me more help, like nuthouse help(call it paranoina, but i swear i heard them talking about it), also, ive been put on another type of medication to go with my other meds, just to find out that it makes me sick and weak, so ( Read more... )

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well, tina is starting to have second thoughts about leaving, so it looks like i will be going solo from now on, which is alright by me, the only setback is that the bus ride is gonna be hella boring and i mean HELLA BORING! but whatever, i need out, and im leaving. my parents are thinking about emancipating me, which will make everything a shit ( Read more... )

i was having a bad time coping with some problems, selena (lucky mofo) found some reasons to not run away with me, and she asked me to talk to my parents, and that might help out my problems, well, it didnt, i was ended bieng called inferiour by my parents, so i have decided to leave for good. so tomorrow, i am to start looking for jobs, me and my ( Read more... )

well, i havent had a entry in a long time, but my parents found out about me wanting to run away, and that got me grounded, but i have no bad feelings toward it, cause im still going, before that everything was good, i proposed to selena, and she said yes, so that was a good thing, but i dont know how we would get married, cause marriges happen in ( Read more... )

i got called nigger by my friend today, and even though hes cool, i still blame the fucking tanning salons for turning me this way, heh. my day sucked balls, one of my best friends turned out to be a snitch and a mean one as well, but thanks to selena, i saw that he wasnt a true friend after all, ily man. but other than that, im tryin to decide ( Read more... )

hey, this has been the weirdest two days of my life, i find out the reason why one of my best friends snitched on me to the cops, and it was a real bad reason, then i got sucidial and shit and i take lots of pills, later on i find out that he didnt really mean it, and i think its bullshit, but whatever. i took too many pills, i have run out of ( Read more... )