so... after years and years of struggling with math.. i finally found the key. i was watching this show and one of the characters had this disorder, Dyscalculia... i'd never heard of it.. but as i looked it up and read about it.. it all just.. made sense.. it basically means you have an inability to comprehend numbers, you have difficulty with ( Read more... )

on campus there's this graphic design club which i apparently didnt hear about last year... but i went to the first few meetings.. which are held in the main graphic design room thing.. and in this room there is so much cool technology.. like.. really.. its amazing. and got me all excited.. so.. im back to the origin of my endless problem: what do ( Read more... )

hey friends.. lets see... well classes have started. i dropped my math class because i couldnt handle that and another class i have. instead im taking a first aid and cpr class which will actually be useful and kinda help with my job. so yeah. living with ryan is... interesting. we're very similar people. so its nice to not have to fight about the ( Read more... )

i dont want to work at HCO.. while it isnt the same as working at camp winnebago the people ill be working with and the things that those people have.. are still the same. i didnt .. idk.. i didnt generally enjoy the work i did at camp. i didnt really enjoy helping those people. i know that HCO is different. i will only be working with 5 ladies.. ( Read more... )

my life right now seems to be going alright. i got an apartment for cheaps with ryan bronner, we got everything we need for it, my grandparents kind of gave me their couch,... and i got a job at HCO (group homes) in winona. my kitty is still alive and such... so i have an apartment and a job and im registered for all my clases and i have most of ( Read more... )

so. i wanna talk about family again. i dont like my dads side. nope. ive said that before and my reasons are completely legit... but... im starting to doubt my choices. for me, emotionally... it was a very good thing to not have contact with those people the past few years.. reasons for not liking those people- 1. dad.. enough said. 2. my cousins ( Read more... )

( Rant )

for anyone that is curious.. this is what my eye looks like now. after my accident i mean. you can see clearly where the rip was and ... yeah ..

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how do i find the money to go to a more expensive school? end. of. story.