friday = not going to school, and... damn... i cant remember what i did friday.. i did something.. i know that.. ah. oh well. ... OH YEAH. i ate food with mom and laurie (moms new gf.) then we watched a movie... maybe ( Read more... )

Come, sit, as I tell you a tale
Of elephants once that aren’t quite as frail

They lived in mountains, happy as could be
Eyes wide, trying to see

They prayed on giraffe, young and old
They slept huddled so as not to get cold

They drank the water, filled with their bile
They ate the same food, found in the wild

But poachers came and stole their land
They ( Read more... )

my mother and evan came up today. first we went to this UCC!! which i will be going to often!! OMG!! it was freaking awesome. not what we expected at all! and thats part of why its amazing. so first its in a wearhouse, the walls are white and falling apart, there are no pues just folding chairs, the pulpit is a wood box with a piece of wood on top ( Read more... )

so thanks to ben i realized something i should have realized a long time ago. and now i feel extremely stupid but .... anyway life is good now. meaning... its not but... school wise, i think ive finally figured it out!!!

GGRR!! this is really annoying!! so im looking at schools and such to go to and its dumb!! most of them have a minimum of college credits you need to be considered a transfer student. its DUMB because i wont have that many and thus ill be considered a freshmen and thus have to take the act. thats if i quit after this semester which i REALLY want to ( Read more... )

Hands in palms folded neatly to our sides
Pain wafting over us as though life
Never ending has gone away
We live to strive and we strive to live
Vast cycles that stretch out into the beyond
The phone rings on the other end
But there is on one there to answer
The email is sent out to everyone
But there is no one there to respond
A cry for help, a loving moan
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i wrote.. what im feeling right now.. i mean what im actually feeling. the not sensored version... if you want to know/read it.... tell me. i dont care either way..

so joyce (person im living with) is kinda religious. she made me go to church with them on sunday and introduced me to alot of people and it was really awkward and horrible and made me talk to youth organizer and sunday school teachers and such about helping out and it was EXTREMELY not wanted by me!! i mean i dont want to get involved with their ( Read more... )

FUCK!

so weekend was cool except the whole car being broken thing. but i guess its fine. i really dont have the money to pay for it but i need a car so... i keep trying in the friend department... umm..idk. ill keep trying in school.. though right now im... behind.. if you can call it that cuz i still have like 2 weeks til the project is due so... it ( Read more... )