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What Hurts The Most...
I just couldn't be what Steve wanted, and I just couldn't keep my mouth shut... I kept driving him away, and now he's really gone... I can't stop crying, I can't stop wishing to god that I'd done SOMETHING fucking different... I'll bet him and his family are thrilled now, though... They always hated my guts, and hell, he lied for three years ( Read more... ) -
THIS NEEDS TO BE SAID
I know I retired this journal, but I think this message is going to be said outright, and with as much politeness as I can muster at 1:30 AM ( Read more... ) -
New LJ
New LJ, because this one is going out of use. If anyone wants to know the new name, you can ask, but if I don't let you see it, it's nothing personal. I just want to limit who has access to this new one. I'm sad to see this one go, but that's about enough of that. -
I hate my life...
Okay, so Tray invited me to concert...AWESOME concert...offered me a free ticket... And I can't go... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so not happy right now... It's all my parent's fault...again ( Read more... ) -
2o on Thursdaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Elizabethtown is a cute movie, and I have to buy it, though Emily has mixed feelings for the film. Still was cute though ( Read more... ) -
Updates...fun...
Spent all sunday cleaning my room, and it's probably still not as GREAT as my "parents" want it to be, but they haven't said anything to me. Anything, period. They're giving me the silent treatment, and I'm doing it right back. I don't care. Screw 'em ( Read more... ) -
GET THE FUCK OFF MY BACK!
I refuse to call my parents "mom" and "dad" anymore, because they are the worst FUCKING parents in the world!! They always try to force me to do what they want, instead of just letting me do my own thing, and I'm tired of it! It's a FUCKING messy room and they act like I'm destroying a fucking COUNTRY! I guess they didn't know that I was going ( Read more... ) -
Bland as usual!
Never went to class today, but that was good, because the roads turned nasty FAST. Stayed in my pjs all day, ate mac and cheese for dinner, made a new character on Lineage 2 and she's already level ten. That's pretty damn good. I have this knack for really fast and aggressive leveling. I'm awesome ( Read more... ) -
Slowly but surely
My title refers to how quickly Friday approaches! STEVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOT!!!! I can't wait to see him, I miss him a lot. And I'm going bonkers over how fast my days are going, it's nuts. I swear, it was JUST monday night.... oO ( Read more... ) -
Last night sucked.
Lost my temper, snapped at Steve over something stupid, told him to leave me alone, and then I just got offline without saying goodnight to him or anything. I don't think he even cares. So I don't think I'll even get online tonight... I could do that for a week, and he wouldn't try to email me, or call me, or anything... Sometimes I don't think ( Read more... )