My head is NOT on today... Class starts at 1o3o, so I don't have to leave until 1o, and I'm raring to go at 93o... Fuck, I could have slept in more!!! *sigh* Today sucks... I have a Valentine, but he's reallllllly far away, so I don't really have one if you think about it ( Read more... )

I...am completely and totally lost... There are times when I'll miss Steve so much that all I want to do is curl up in some dark corner and sob my eyes out... Tomorrow's Valentine's Day, and to quote Robyn, "If I hear or see another thing about tomorrow, I'm throwing the tv out the window." I hear a song on the radio and I think about him... I ( Read more... )

I hate snow. I'm sick of snow. I don't want anymore snow. Its wet and it's cold, and its time for spring to get it's ass here! I want a nice 80 degree day, with no wind, where I can be in a tee shirt and jeans, rolling around a backyard with Steve and Daisy, just playing like a little kid again... I would LOVE that! But no... We've got at ( Read more... )

I don't know anymore, I'm just tired and depressed, and everyone else is depressed ( Read more... )

Why...do people on Myspace.com ask to be your friend if you've never met them ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get into the bad habit of waking up LATE for things... Yesterday, I was supposed to be at work for 9, and I woke up AT 9... Today, class at 1o3o, woke up AT 1o3o, but fuck class... I'm tired, I'm depressed still, and I just really want to curl up and sleep all day ( Read more... )

Happy third anniversary to Steve and I... First time we won't celebrate it together... He's in Boston, and I'm depressed/suicidal... Yay for three years of happiness and hell... *slumps and goes to bed depressed*

Oh, and I think this crap going on for OUAM is bullshit. I'll write more about it when I feel better...

I have a vendetta now ( Read more... )

Work was actually amusing as hell last night. If every night could have been like last night, I would LOVE working at Red Robin. I think the funniest thing Scott said was "Get down, girl," while his head was bobbing to the music we had playing. In fact, Scott's usually a bit of a jerk, and last night he had everyone cracking up. I almost ( Read more... )

I don't know whether to be angry or depressed that he has to go behind my back...and then tell people not to mention to me that he said anything... If he's so worried about pissing me off, then why does he try to help...? Is he that scared of me getting angry ( Read more... )