I still feel kind of shitty... But oh well ( Read more... )

I feel like shit... I have a fever, and I'm all congested... I can't stop coughing... Steve hates my guts and isn't online, so I doubt he will be at all... Fuck him... I'm too sick to deal with his crap, or anyone else's...

Fuck it, I'm going to bed....

It wasn't enough for Steve to refuse to see me yesterday or this morning before he left for school, he had to have the perfect timing of me passing the volvo while I was going to work, and to see him leaving for Boston!!! Like a fucking slap in the face!! I hate him so much right now, I don't want to talk to him or think about him, or even know ( Read more... )

Steve left early this morning, I couldn't see him, FUCK him... I'm so angry at him right now, I don't want to talk to him... I don't even want to think about him! I'd slap him if he were around, because he's being an asshole ( Read more... )

Today really really sucks... I think I caught Steve's cold, because I feel sick... Coughing, sneezing, runny nose, the whole thing... I don't want to go to work, but I'm gonna end up going anyway... I can only hope I die on the road, because I feel lousy, and I miss Steve already... He hasn't called, so either he's still asleep, or he's ( Read more... )

I probably won't get to say bye to Steve today, and I'm fucking miserable about it!! I'm miserable about him going back, period!!! It makes me feel so fucking shitty, I hate it!!! And to make it worse, it's rainy and windy and all sleet shit outside, and I just want to fucking die ( Read more... )

I slept like shit, my neck hurts, and I want the weather to get much better....

Steve's gonna get to sleep later than usual, because I'm tired and want to sleep with him... Lucky him...

So I had an okay day, I guess... Aside from a lot of coughing from my bronchitis, and aside from having to work, of course ( Read more... )

Yay for my haircut, at least I don't look shaggy now... And my hi-lights are faded, so I'll have to get them redone ( Read more... )

I finally got my ass to the college and registered. I feel rather accomplished! So here's the new schedule ( Read more... )