I'm happy it's over. Truly and completely. Sometimes things change and you don't seem to notice that you, yourself are changing as well. Well to my great pleasure, I've changed back. And for the first time in a while, I feel normal again. Everything is more clear than they have ever been. Sharper images, precise sound. Feeling. It's been fun and ( Read more... )

Ozzfest was amazing. In every possible way ( Read more... )

Sooo, tomorrow I leave for Ozzfest. I don't know how long I've been looking forward to this. The lineup this year is pretty good. On mainstage we got: Ozzy, System of a Down, Disturbed, Avenged Sevenfold, Hatebreed, Lacuna Coil, and Dragonforce. Mainly looking forward to Sisma. On 2nd stage there is: Black Label Society, Atreyu, Unearth, Bleeding ( Read more... )

Everyday is longer than the last.

I am going to paint.

Silence. It says the most. You can't hear what I'm thinking but I can read you like a subcultural antique tale of the ages. The shards of glass are painful beneath my toes. All I can ever hear is the silence. It's not always so golden you know? The bricks are aligned magnificently upon the walls surrounding the nothingless, motionless, and dreary ( Read more... )

August is looking good.
Ozzfest
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Misc. little joys.

Take the time to look around and see what is always changing. Take the time to look at yourself.

This jigsaw puzzle within my mind, that not even I can solve, is slowly deteriorating. Wanting one thing, saying another. Everything screams at me simultaneously and so forcefully that I cannot decide which path to take. My mind gets the best of me and I allow that to happen. Trying so hard not to be controlled by them. Not to be consumed by them. ( Read more... )

Passionate embrace, tucked beneath the shadows of a familiar scene. Play it over and over within your mind. The warmth is nothing but real. Unite with your loneliness and strive upon your desire. An unmistakable bond between souls, living off of one another, gasping at each others every breath. Satisfaction from within the other. Never seeking the ( Read more... )

Everyone makes mistakes. However, if you don't take into consideration how your mistakes effect others, the outcome can be quite more dramatic than the mistake made ( Read more... )

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