Im not going anywhere

Jun 26, 2003 22:18

My job is leaving me so exhausted. Im sleeping all the time and feeling so tired when im not. My dreams have been really fucked up and im not sleeping good when Jons not there. I cant wait till I get my paycheck Im not getting my cigarette intake either ( Read more... )

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Meow Jenkins cares... xvxlexyxvx June 27 2003, 01:16:55 UTC
I hope everything gets better for you sweety. Call me this week, maybe we'll do something ;-) You can come over and see the new apartment.

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-Lexy

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I'm Luigi and Ima numba 1!!!! paraantik June 27 2003, 02:23:12 UTC
Don't worry Jen I love you. So you should get your ass over here and get me all the characters unlocked for smash bros. melee.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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draco_insygnus June 27 2003, 03:54:30 UTC
Sounds like I got an answer. Just remember, you threw me away. I left it up to you, and I got what seems to be an answer. Bye

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bloodhalo June 29 2003, 00:04:46 UTC
goodbye.

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draco_insygnus June 29 2003, 03:28:41 UTC
Goodbye? well then that seems to be an answer. Before you wanted to talk, but well that's all over now. You said you wanted to be my friend. I was here. You called last night, but i was busy I'm sorry. When I got back home they told me you were sleeping, so i couldn't talk to you. I'm guessing you don't want anything back or what? I mean the cats and clothes are here. How do you want to settle this now? I mean seriously Jen? I am still here, but it's over it seems now. I mean I was and am still open for talking, but that is up to you. I mean your the one who wants to have to talk. Either way I hope you stay happy. It's just nice to see somebody turn on me like that. Well you need to call me about your stuff if you're no longer going to be coming around. The cat thing stays the same. Once you get your place you can have them. That's not changing. The other stuff however most likely will need to get out. I can drop it down there when I know you guys will be there. It was fine staying here, but if it's going to be like this then it needs ( ... )

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posted only to me by draco_insygnus bloodhalo July 1 2003, 09:16:32 UTC
Don't be around me cause you want me to be happy. Just leave me be. You have friends that keep you up. You have Jon that you can talk to, and make you happier then I ever did in the whole time we were together. You already said he was a better choice then me, and that he makes you happier then I ever did. Just let me be alone. I don't want to burdon you anymore. I don't want to bring you down. I've lost Nancy. I lost Pink. There really isn't anything left for me. You said I want a relationship. Well I do. I wanted one with you, but you didn't want one with me. You really didn't give me another chance to make things better. You didn't give me a chance to really fix things. You told it to Jon but not to me. I don't want to hear how many chances you gave me. Giving someone a chance is telling them about it. Just leave me alone like all the rest. I told you how much you've hurt me. The closure is done with. I love you and I still want to be with you. That is why I can't be around you or Jon or anybody ( ... )

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draco_insygnus June 27 2003, 04:00:13 UTC
Oh and if I'm wrong then you should email me, messege me, or call me. If I'm right well then I don't know. Just do what you've been doing.

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djsparkydog June 27 2003, 17:45:19 UTC
Well, when you love someone, you'll just know really. There's no training course or owners manual. Just sort of happens by accident, with the wrong person most of the time.

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draco_insygnus June 27 2003, 19:14:07 UTC
I have to agree. The wrong person indeed.

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ashtrayboy June 27 2003, 21:17:46 UTC
wrong person indeed...i feel i need some explanation.....if this is about me than you dont know me at all.....if it isnt than what the hell are you talking about

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draco_insygnus June 27 2003, 23:43:04 UTC
Sorry inside joke. Has nothing to do with any of you. Sorry about that.

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