the trick is to keep breathing

[bloodhalo]

I dont know the point of converstaions i have or relationships i keep. My dreams and reality are fading into each other a lot more lately, its getting harder to tell which is which. I wish I could stop questioning who truly cares for me. And more than anything I think, at this moment in my life, I wish I could shake this feeling that anyone I

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[hack_this]

there seems to be a patern here...
maybe should look with different eyes to see whats driving pepole away so you can fix it...

[bloodhalo]

i know part of what drives people away, but arent you supposed to take the bad with the good if you care for someone? i never lied about who i was.

people are talking again. i want to be around but i dont think im wanted.