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This summer I remember the period of time when i was still questioning what i was goin to do with my life, then my girlfriend dumped me and i realized i had no money. American Idiot was the only thing i was listening to because the album represented everythign that was gooing on in my mind and my heart. This song Whatsername reminds me of that time ( Read more... )

one day after the next it is a cycle that you go thru without a thought we are bred into this life. i try to change it but i dont know what i want to do. i know things that i want to try and experiance every thing. i dont know my next step all the time but i know the direction

I miss UD. I miss the past i wish i could relive my life. i wouldnt change a thing i wish that i could do it again. Mainly because i have a sence of security before i graduated college. my parents looked out for me, my friends, teachers, lovers. Now i am alone in the see of life and i have been seperated from my friends and family. i dont mean for ( Read more... )

RIGHT NOW I AM cutting a new stencil. an H&K MP5 (machine pistol 5) i think it is my favorite gun ever. I dont know why i like guns. at one point in time i was going to go to naval academy then marine training and be a marine. i had a sence of patriotism that i still have today but in a different respect. i feel tht our country is going in the ( Read more... )

look for me at myspace i am hooked and i cant get here and post too often.
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/18721381

If anyone thinks i dont know what is going on. i propably dont but there are things that i do to watch the things. i try to know things. sometimes get past me but sometimes they dont.

no i do remember, no wait i forgot. ok so i finally got to shoeshoe. it is a crazy resort. you drive up and you say where is the mountain. you look and you see no peaks. you get out and look around and you are on top of a ridge. all of the trails start at teh top of the mountain where the resort is. the complete opposite of every resort i have ever ( Read more... )

i know a few people will read this (matt, josh, maybe my sis and her friends) but i dont care. i write to let things out and let people see inside my head. these things i write here are the inner working of my mind. i do not know any other way to let people see into my crazy world. i see things in a way that few around me do in person. you might ( Read more... )

i was sitting at my desk yesterday as i was surfing the internet and doing some bittorrent downloads. what i saw amazed me. I had split my desk into my rigth brain and my left brain. to the right of my screen were my toys (my xevoz army, my lego truck, a von dutch motorcycle, halo and halo 2 masterchiefs, some starwars figs. and batman) and to my ( Read more... )