i'm not sure this really belongs in this journal per se but i hadn't posted here in a while...and seeing as how i just left the cutting communities, or am going to stop looking at them anyway, i figured i could find something to talk about over here...after all cutting has been plaguing my thoughts a lot lately, especially as i struggle not to give ( Read more... )

last night was a dark night. pro'ly one of the worst i've had in a while ( Read more... )

let me tell you a story...it's not a fairy tale with a prince and magic and happy endings. but it's a story with a monster none the less and a little boy lost in it's world...and unlike a fairy tale...it's true.

"now i lay me down to sleep. i pray the lord my soul to keep. and if i should die before i wake, i pray the lord my soul to take ( Read more... )

no where to turn in the ever darkening night ( Read more... )

Disorder Rating Information

Paranoid: Moderate

Schizoid: Low

Schizotypal: Very High

Antisocial: Moderate

Borderline: Very High

Histrionic: Moderate

Narcissistic: ( Read more... )

my arms look like a battle ground this morning...i guess we see how i handle being home alone in enforced darkness. even a hundred candles can't give me the kind of light i need then ( Read more... )

okay...well, i figured i should put a real post up in here. perhaps a bit more into the nitty gritty of my mind...it seems to be shaping up that mostly stuff about cutting will be put here. and if i ever work up to writing about the new memories that have surfaced, any detail will be contained in here ( Read more... )

well finally did it ( Read more... )