hey.
i'm back.
for now.

sex.

i broke my dior and my gucci purses.
i'm pissed.
at least the wallets are good.
damnit.
i also left my hellfest dvd at sarah's which means it probably now belongs to tweakers.
yay.

i'mfalling[&]i'mscared.

"would you ever date a black guy ( Read more... )

last night was amazingly fun.
sarah
josh
ray
jon
shauna
amanda
brooke
anthony
darnell
dugs
alcohol
south park.

god i've missed them.

tomorrow it happens all over again.
after the show.
during the show.
saturday.
i'm slipping back to my old ways and damn it feels good.

♥

i can tell myself that i don't care anymore
but my actions and emotions make it painfully obvious i care too much.

shawn called me today. he's on leave and at warped right now. i miss him and lee. alot ( Read more... )

i'm probably going to cut people who i talk to in person on a regular basis.
i pretty much tell everyone everything anyways.
if you really want to stay on then just let me know.
i'll delete in a little bit.

she looks at him like hes never known her
its only been a year and half
thinking that that was a matter of fact
thinking that he was about to come over
i've been standing up waiting for you
you never showed

why do i even have this journal anymore?
friends cut soon.
very soon.