tomorrow starts the budget for a new car before next winter, here we go!

I slept in too long today, and my body revolted by getting sick and having a head ache...
I really, really should have known better.

I'm getting real sick of your volunteering me for stuff I am not comfortable or ready to do. You got to know now that it is not cool. I am suppose to be a friend, and roommate, not your beckon call "dish boy" "house keeper" "gardener" "or pack mule" I do these things bc I can not for your fraking pleasure! So don't expect these things out of me, ( Read more... )

It has been a good week. Had taxes back, and it's mostly spent aside from insurance, title and plate transfer/tags ( Read more... )

Today was well until I realized I was alone, then it hit me how sad it has been. The plasma place, I feel like dirt. The yoke on me, I feel enslaved. The bill piling up I feel like a bum ( Read more... )

I can say that I am not happy. I don't want to be an 82% avg. I want to be in the 90th ( Read more... )

it's monday night, and I am on skype with Rani D. and Christoff G ( Read more... )

... the blast off happened, but it wasn't a mega ton rocket, it was an idea.

I've been so long like wet wood, I need to hang high and dry for a bit. I have been so weathered. I need a spark, something to just get me going. I need to feel the urgency again, the drive to move forward. I need to catch on fire, so that I can burn away the old and be bright, giving warmth to those who come near, and none of this cold chill. I ( Read more... )

It's not that I want to cause a scene of confrentation, or some horrific momement in people. It's just when I make a move, it is known, it's important, meaningful, suggnificant. I want this to be reflected in the intensity of the effect felt by everyone, rather at my destination, or those who see me make my way. I want it to be epic, that people ( Read more... )