Hello my friend, the blank page. How out of practice I am with the stroke of the keys and flow of the the pen that I could fumble over the simple words and phrases. I remember the brief times when I used to role-play with Rae, no the one before that one. I gave her to small blip of VTM Redemption, using the names and likeness because I very much ( Read more... )

This is true, feast or famine, and not a measure in between. I am thankful for both, one for the rest, and the other for the building blocks to the empire I still have in my mind. Glory to the generous, no pain no gain for the champions, and a hearths boon for a warriors work. Forward, I direct, unto the dawn.

I have had the pleasure of friends company, even friends that are a couple themselves. I am trying to understand what I am feeling, but i wouldn't be studying myself if i was locked in their arms. This is new, am I now to approach couples and see a mutual benefit with them, but isn't that the oddest thing that I would want to be included like that?

I was standing in the shadow of a tall iron gate. The gate keeper unlocked the large latch and slowly with his command the teams of men pulled on the weight of it. It pryed and from the small slit a sharp light beamed out. As they pulled more, their grunts and strains made open to me a wondrous city of green pastures and blue skies. I entered ( Read more... )

i need you to evaluate things, all things. I want you to stop romanticizing things, and "sexualizing" the culture. Vocabulary is a very strong tool to understand what you are experiencing. So no more about fucking, about shitting. Let's return to where sex was not a threat, but a sacred act of devotion. That will do a lot of good, though it won't ( Read more... )

I have had almost an entire day of the most erratic inner turmoil I have had the pleasure of understanding. I know am not making all the connections possible, but the important points are made. I still have my close friend, and that alone can see me through. I need all the support I can gather, or that gathers to me. A kick in the chest had led me ( Read more... )

yesterday night, the meetup after work and after the study session with john winfield. I met everyone there, john came along, we all had a good time, even had a quicky with kat- after the meetup, and feeling awkward, i went home and took a shower and washed my clothes clean of it, i threw away the last torn boxers i had, good riddance. slept uneasy ( Read more... )

today was good, UNTIL. I sand blasted the piston boss, wasnt suppose to, and now the this calss is going to be lame til the end. I will bring my check book in and offer to pay for the parts, mine and bobbys. but we'll see how it goes.

No kidding, the very next day, I went out to see ms shilan, just thinking of hanging out and stuff. until... she bit me and, well, i bit her back.... and then not to later on, i kissed her, and we kissed, and later on, my hands where up her shirt, and it was like OMG. I have two teens hooked on me. And this time, I don't care, I am swallowing them

I found morrowind again, nice nostalgia ( Read more... )