I need hours upon hours of stress free sleep.  

Amongst piles of papers to be wandered through, hours of work to be completed, situations to be resolved, friends to be comforted, lovers to be visited, bills to be paid, and minor stresses living on inside my body, I'm disappearing.  Enveloped, cocooned until the spring informs me that it's time to burst my pupa.  I worry about M.  I worry about D ( Read more... )

It appears as though I am ready to dive into work this semester because I'm suddenly hired to TA for one of my favorite and most challenging classes last semester.  What this means is that my schedule looks like someone who is taking 5 classes and then some.  So i might not be able to see friends very often.  Especially if you combine that with two ( Read more... )

This weather makes me in love with nothing in particular but in that painful lost love kind of way.

I'm worried about possibly slipping back into the blues.

I'm also worried about my nonchalance possibly kicking me in the ass at some point.

And I have lots of work to do.  But in a good way. 

Well it's over.  Approximately 8 months of time went into this.  I'm surprisingly ok.  I think I knew this was coming and I think I'm glad its over.  It was necessary.  Doesn't mean I won't miss him, but it does mean that there is nothing "to fix" in my life right now.  We'll see how I feel once I see him fucking around with someone else - that's a ( Read more... )

Last night I had under my roof a group of dear friends (because not all were so dear back in middle school) and what a great time I spent sitting with them and laughing, eating, talking together for hours and hours.  I've always enjoyed being the hostess and this only confirmed my love for it.  Nothing better than people you love dearly and haven't ( Read more... )

Today my mom asked me questions about blogging.  If I knew anything about it and whether I could help her get a start.  At first I was confused.  My mother in the wonderful world of internetz social life is strange to say the least.  And then she shows me the website she's part of - a  mix of facebook and those classmate search sites.  She's ( Read more... )

Since when does a snow storm include thunder and lightening?  We're muffled in snowflakes, swirling around us.  If they weren't so cold, I could almost think we were wrapped in the world's down comforter.  At one point we saw a flash of lightening and while we were trying to figure out what the source of the flash could have been, the thunder ( Read more... )

I just had the world's strangest dream.  There was a Bollywood wedding and afterwards we all went into this large costume room in a theater to get heels for dancing and then I ended up talking to lots of people and I somehow fell asleep on a bench in the theater costume room while people were talking around me.  Then B. came and woke me up and he ( Read more... )

I will try to communicate better.  We'll see what we can fit in these six months.

Somehow finals are the perfect time right now.